shitty feeling

I hate myself

-for not being tough enough.
-for not being independent enough
-for not being mature enough
-for taking things for granted
-cannot let things fo easily
-for not revealing my true opinions
-afraid of hurting others,bt ended up hurting myself
-for being soft-hearted
-for following my heart instead of thinking with my brain
-for not being rational enough
-for taking things too seriously.should I just take things easily?
-for 'mm seh tak' everything in my life.not brave enough to walk out of
my comfort zone
-for feeling shitty right now.

Finally after 5 years...

Finally after 5 years,having you to accompany me through every obstacles and every success,it's time to bid farewell.I really appreciate the time I spent with you as I never spent so much time on taking care of others.It's hard for me to let you go.But I got to move on with a new life.I will always miss you.








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Liars,back off!

You can do whatever you want,but never ever cheat on me!i seriously hate liars.I dislike people who lied to me..

Hey,come on..I'm 18 this year..not 8 years old..can you please look at who you are trying to fool!you are the biggest mistake i made in my entire life.

Of course,I'll learn to forgive and forget..only He will decides whats ur punishment..

I'm officially engaged!

Yea..I'm officially engaged to my studies for 2 years.If I'm really going to form 6,then I should be committed and pay alot of attention to my studies.I hope I will not think abt involving in anything else as I will have five fiances.They will be companions for this 2 years..and this is the time to get to know them well.

Exhausted yet Happy Day!!

Today,i was supposed to meet my daughter,miss piggy at her grandma's hse at 9.15am..as expected,i reached ealier..(early by few minutes actually)..i pressed her door bell but ended up her aunt told me tht she was nt there..i was like....kena ffk?lol..

I didn't even bring my phone along..lol..now only i realised i cant live without my phone..i even forgot to bring my sis's cert to certify..i was searching foe shilings in my purse..ended up calling my sis with my one and only 1o cents..oh gosh..i even went to a shop to change shilings with an uncle..guess i frightened him a lil..



Ended up,miss piggy was sleeping just now..phew..i knew tht girl wouldnt be so mean to me!!lol..we walked to sch after finished photostat all our certs..we were in the sch till .......we chatted with ms.choo,ms.lee,pn.ong and mr.thillai.

After our lunch,we went to 'explore' sban town..we went to eat our lunch-mc's aunty's clinic-jati-yamaha-mc's place-opposite of pasar..thats the reason my legs are aching now..lol

We ended up laughing like two mad fellows while walking back from the pasar!it reminds me of the sweet moments we had in school..laughing and joking everyday..i miss the moments..

Everyone seems to plan for their future now.I afraid tht there will be a huge gap between me and my dearies..I'll try my best to keep in touch with them as they meant alot to me..To all sweetie pies out there,hope u guys will achieve your dreams and dont ever ever forget abt me!!hehe..heart u girls~

xoxo
signing off

happy chinese new year!

2008,i started this year with a list of new year resolutions..by the end of this year,i hope i will achieve all my resolutions..hehe

by the way,i had a jolly new year this year!darn superb, fun and yummy!it is indescridable so i will let the pics do the talking..=)

my 30th night,

we had our own celup..yum yum

pineapple rice by my aunty

First day of cny,

yummy brocolli!

veges for lunch!

tasty 'hui diao jiu' chicken

after our lunch,we decided to 'exercise'!

we 'swam' for few hours XD

As the adults are swimming,the kids started to watch the icon of this year...JERRY!

even my uncle watched with his grandson..

On the 2nd day of cny,we went batu pahat to visit my aunty and uncle.

DINNER TIME!

gosh!it's so yummy..my cny is abt reunion,angpaus,eating,eating &eating!=)

updates!

well,currently i'm doing nothing at home..bt that is not an easy task tho..
i can remember what time is my favourite series showing..then i'll stick to the tv!lol..i promise to change..but,erm..give me more timela!haha..tomorrow i'll be going to the state library?to study?well,i doubt that!

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this is my current addiction!

Hold on, little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up, little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's Through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on Baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside, I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up, Who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside, I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Why be alone
When we can be together, baby
You can make my life worthwhile
I can make you start to smile
When it's Through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on Baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside, I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside, I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Just to be the next to be with you

*i heard it from cornetto love perhaps 2!that's a guy singing this song to
his gf..and it is like so romantic..it is hard to find a guy like that nowadays huh?lol