tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4216766896915949432024-02-19T13:40:03.796+08:00this is how im feeling insideiynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.comBlogger41125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-64606671064334506642010-05-22T18:12:00.002+08:002010-05-22T18:14:20.820+08:00I'm back =DI'm back with a new meee~<br />gonna change my link ady..stay tuned! <span style="font-size:78%;">esp timk <span style="font-size:100%;">=p</span></span>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-41803637681866069872009-11-25T12:35:00.002+08:002009-11-25T13:04:46.561+08:00numbI survived 3 days of morning papers.and it really sucks,I totally hate it when I relate it to my future.3 hours of papers =my future?Life is not about exams,academics and how many A's.But I really felt so depressing and disappointed..I wish I have 8 GB memory.I looked at the questions..this is what I have studied,this one I can do.but ended up nothing like that.Seriously,the disappointment in urself is worst than the disappointments u felt in others.cause it's always so easy and forget.<br />I barely knew how to live.All I can do is rely on prayers.really..keep telling myself to keep holding on..have faith,keep believing in myself..but it's nver easy.never come to an edge of breaking down like this.and now I know how it felt.<br />A big thank you for all the wishes and prayers.It meant alot.<br />esp nana's "I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me'<br />and bumbum<br />and sis..I was thinking abt wht kind of results I will get after tuition.I asked sis do i have alternative?sis told me tht u never even try then u are making conclusion.I really appreciate that.thats wht keeps me going until now.really need to take a break and recharge!<br />have faith and keep holding on!iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-56727977257982861422009-06-06T18:16:00.003+08:002009-06-06T19:08:32.137+08:00roller-coasterToo many things happened in this week.No break for my mental and physical health.Now,I'm down with itchy throat!mengada betul..Are you easily affected by people around you?If they are happy,you will be as bubbly and happy as them.But when they are sad,you can't help but eventually you will feel sad also?Honestly,I am that kind of person.I can't use any word to describe this kind of feeling other than roller-coaster.It's like one moment you are going to touch the sky!*doom*Now,you are slipping down.<br />I wanna search the 'old' me.The super optimistic one.The one always smile from the bottom of her heart.The one who always how to forgive and forget.The one who doesn't bother how people judge her.The one who wants to be happy 24/7.The one who can takes jokes well.The one who wants her loved ones to be happy all the time.<br />I don't know how long this mission is going to takes me.But I hope as soon as possible because I can't bear it anymore.If next time someone is angry yet I can still laugh like usual,it is not that I don't care how you feel,I do care,but I need a life.iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-82870124589210565072009-06-03T17:08:00.003+08:002009-06-03T17:28:48.833+08:00糟透了!<span style="font-size:78%;"> 难受的感觉真的糟透了!真的很难受!这几天都为了这个而烦.有朋友也烦,没有也烦.考试也考的不好,心情起伏很大.做朋友要这样吗?对不起,我不能把发生了的事当做没有事.难道一句道歉这么难说吗?我做错事,我一定会说的.可能越在乎的东西,越难放手吧.真的很难叻.不过我会学着放手的.毕竟它不是我的东西.我以为好朋友是一辈子的.为什么会有限期的呢?</span>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-8044210619965173502009-05-30T21:06:00.002+08:002009-05-30T21:29:12.950+08:00amazing scenery!<div style="text-align: center;">This is so beautiful!!and it took us more than 2 hours or 3 to reach the top!<br />a part of my sweet memories =)<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0JgGhYTUO-F1dw2XSoTtsieHnzWN1-nvpw9ufNvsr80CKA7b86wYTQIuIPqapB7rFvAR-eZ0szlbputVWe4T-HEuTH_YqoprXpDOqJ9m27zOIzpROrLedhNbfwu2z5JH9aqQsFh1_0jo/s1600-h/IMG_1780.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0JgGhYTUO-F1dw2XSoTtsieHnzWN1-nvpw9ufNvsr80CKA7b86wYTQIuIPqapB7rFvAR-eZ0szlbputVWe4T-HEuTH_YqoprXpDOqJ9m27zOIzpROrLedhNbfwu2z5JH9aqQsFh1_0jo/s320/IMG_1780.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5341607316826015810" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSudzJ_I8WmKOHaLHqF8J0jSp2_mbSqMDCj5KcQ8PI1OatH8JjU0PaEkDurQ10VxBrP-6NVwo955ButYOcf5ZMWBHsk3DZlT1dUxD6O7fVmx5JO4EjOkf5HLg0ds11Y962ZeATUIT9JHo/s1600-h/IMG_1769.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSudzJ_I8WmKOHaLHqF8J0jSp2_mbSqMDCj5KcQ8PI1OatH8JjU0PaEkDurQ10VxBrP-6NVwo955ButYOcf5ZMWBHsk3DZlT1dUxD6O7fVmx5JO4EjOkf5HLg0ds11Y962ZeATUIT9JHo/s320/IMG_1769.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5341607313717347250" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTdsQFEE4RH-VnsG1tlfAM4r9nWW0TmGszknWZy1o2VJvTeUa1WhA9_7zitrS2f89W-9EQ8xRcWgL7MWfmXduAbbWiEZbrjY-Us2Q2a6R47z6kl3s6uy0yPmcHZu_vLO9JOxR8KAUb3uk/s1600-h/IMG_1772.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTdsQFEE4RH-VnsG1tlfAM4r9nWW0TmGszknWZy1o2VJvTeUa1WhA9_7zitrS2f89W-9EQ8xRcWgL7MWfmXduAbbWiEZbrjY-Us2Q2a6R47z6kl3s6uy0yPmcHZu_vLO9JOxR8KAUb3uk/s320/IMG_1772.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5341607305122702178" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-J1hY5WfEN6W6N_4JMTcr-88eKiZiLlAeRARnbaRzoA9MisYtfc92LYbWyjtJ0_ph6IUqcII6qd75UYcM5tIXzgNPklq3eBpTlcBkVNwrO5XCaQacsHDD1ZytK3jjPx4hgsGYzrr8LYQ/s1600-h/IMG_1774.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-J1hY5WfEN6W6N_4JMTcr-88eKiZiLlAeRARnbaRzoA9MisYtfc92LYbWyjtJ0_ph6IUqcII6qd75UYcM5tIXzgNPklq3eBpTlcBkVNwrO5XCaQacsHDD1ZytK3jjPx4hgsGYzrr8LYQ/s320/IMG_1774.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5341607298831652018" border="0" /></a><br />*One day,I'll be going there again =><br /></div>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-23778999898833536062009-04-03T20:42:00.002+08:002009-04-03T20:53:30.610+08:00A loud sighhThis is a what I am feeling right nowww.I dont know how to explain this feeling but its like my heart is aching.I really heart you guys but why is it everybody is doing the same thing?This one tak tahu..(darn) and others said last min and so on.........I just got home at around 5pm and Mandy and I were trying our best ady.What more you guys want?Who are we suppose to depend then?I really feel like dont bother anymore...Sigh.......don't know what to say anymore..I thought growing up will not affect our relationships till now.What is everything different now?Can someone please tell me?iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-71599962390903127322009-03-16T18:41:00.007+08:002009-03-16T21:02:00.890+08:00So yesterdayI know my blog is so <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">yesterday</span>!!still talking about CNY.Anyway,there is no much updates in my life.Everything is as usual just that I had tests recently.Apparently,I'm not good enough.So,got to work way harder for STPM.<br /><br />Time really flies!It's march now.Soon,it will be novemeber and there is when I have to make a decision and really think about what I wanan do,But before that,I got to work really really hard to achieve what I have yearned for.<br /><br />I have been going out since friday.Gosh,what a 'right' way to start my hols.But it felt really nice to ignore all the assignments and just chill with friends.By thw way,I went to Lim Kok Wing today.It was kinda <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">fun </span>when we were in the bus!making tonnes of noise by singing out of tune and so on.Thank god the driver just ignored us without telling us to shut up.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRIhyphenhyphenmV1jGtahfYkMp1AStJaKz7NLNkxKI2yH59trAxbo67B_DUHh96IL6rgvbF6t33wSMbNy7zvyWBp403T4BOlBOcrbnqwixxPSbBsW5VYmZuMu3CgQ1-Iuisoc3k9Xq9zYPhVZHb-0/s1600-h/Image118.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313735308279640034" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 320px; height: 240px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRIhyphenhyphenmV1jGtahfYkMp1AStJaKz7NLNkxKI2yH59trAxbo67B_DUHh96IL6rgvbF6t33wSMbNy7zvyWBp403T4BOlBOcrbnqwixxPSbBsW5VYmZuMu3CgQ1-Iuisoc3k9Xq9zYPhVZHb-0/s320/Image118.jpg" border="0" /></a> Some pretty bottles designed by the students there. <br /><br /><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTtUxq04jF1f9Gyndoec_5rxBvKKos-aDDmhk1gRDgLyf5BAPNkNuFkxZ9Xhjq2vAm_oh5wMbSnDtYS4xrApq2jAxULNIkyYd3fMvEZ2yAZVXECATh82X3ydQHvzpCNdZyqtS6F505i1c/s1600-h/Image120.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313735304753602210" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 240px; height: 320px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTtUxq04jF1f9Gyndoec_5rxBvKKos-aDDmhk1gRDgLyf5BAPNkNuFkxZ9Xhjq2vAm_oh5wMbSnDtYS4xrApq2jAxULNIkyYd3fMvEZ2yAZVXECATh82X3ydQHvzpCNdZyqtS6F505i1c/s320/Image120.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiuJFO0DkSAi-lBGFZ-LVahBKTTf3nwtfvT-L_HS3NBKJmPHNEH3nWmw9vN3-LQopl8nyFmWq9HMkknCW3gNL7wrL3uVeNB7L645xYOeNwSiVI08nKPTrtr3vJMiAFAmnbSbHMw8W8m1l4/s1600-h/Image125.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313735305950484786" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 240px; height: 320px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiuJFO0DkSAi-lBGFZ-LVahBKTTf3nwtfvT-L_HS3NBKJmPHNEH3nWmw9vN3-LQopl8nyFmWq9HMkknCW3gNL7wrL3uVeNB7L645xYOeNwSiVI08nKPTrtr3vJMiAFAmnbSbHMw8W8m1l4/s320/Image125.jpg" border="0" /></a> I like this!<br /><br /><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqHQKg2e5wjxWOQ-RCNndXvfeUW6NwpAaJngoY6ZhX_lGbNVWmx3eV7BZy3Y8jXNZeBNL-BRUe3LJkvEa2TqEj0gyDJVjQM7FT2k0sORKVpgr8G3Na9Qo1RXMZtEXlpdrnKXN75lCkTlk/s1600-h/Image122.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313735297525467202" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 320px; height: 240px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqHQKg2e5wjxWOQ-RCNndXvfeUW6NwpAaJngoY6ZhX_lGbNVWmx3eV7BZy3Y8jXNZeBNL-BRUe3LJkvEa2TqEj0gyDJVjQM7FT2k0sORKVpgr8G3Na9Qo1RXMZtEXlpdrnKXN75lCkTlk/s320/Image122.jpg" border="0" /></a> Random scene<br /> <br /><br /><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguSzl6HQZkckyqTn-j1Cj5gpA8ZR5jV2iCT6SxKyLTzEbdYarpjyWsvITuNDVw2GCn41xzq6im2lkzFJ5BDLMfcwvU8Sxawh0ArLHfkN_mXeK-IHbSrSO4twa4SoXgftmw-BynQV1WuuQ/s1600-h/Image133.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313734389964793282" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 240px; height: 320px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguSzl6HQZkckyqTn-j1Cj5gpA8ZR5jV2iCT6SxKyLTzEbdYarpjyWsvITuNDVw2GCn41xzq6im2lkzFJ5BDLMfcwvU8Sxawh0ArLHfkN_mXeK-IHbSrSO4twa4SoXgftmw-BynQV1WuuQ/s320/Image133.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /> In putrajaya<br /><br /><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifUYbybuz8shdWBhrv1QFihOF4Wiveo6ks8mH2xZbB_fItzvSA8CyX4xSAtasSDV-hxhpusTz-EY7Dt0EQc0Ne8Pth8JlIMfo9b21EEBMvkn9W80FMrgWvPgMRR4GPBK_WNRnK_GHtI-8/s1600-h/Image136.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313734377120002466" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 240px; height: 320px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifUYbybuz8shdWBhrv1QFihOF4Wiveo6ks8mH2xZbB_fItzvSA8CyX4xSAtasSDV-hxhpusTz-EY7Dt0EQc0Ne8Pth8JlIMfo9b21EEBMvkn9W80FMrgWvPgMRR4GPBK_WNRnK_GHtI-8/s320/Image136.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4WD4O1TaY-dSVFZRpzUTLvKIVWFxuvpQKjADrn5v5wHX7U4kjdxa254K3cjN89DilXQbUSS-swfhlUKNI2YVr8acADEebsOG1yIGvFtR9lZ8s4ExWc-G7zFY4Q7IoP2-lJDZ7ACQPxRY/s1600-h/Image142.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313734367997961026" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 320px; height: 240px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4WD4O1TaY-dSVFZRpzUTLvKIVWFxuvpQKjADrn5v5wHX7U4kjdxa254K3cjN89DilXQbUSS-swfhlUKNI2YVr8acADEebsOG1yIGvFtR9lZ8s4ExWc-G7zFY4Q7IoP2-lJDZ7ACQPxRY/s320/Image142.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /> The place which we visited during f3!<br /><br /><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7_CbHHSF-9StbCVVqGa6-FWzjbN2Ptibw6WNXg8w5jZaIjoPiDVirXRYf4DzKLqIr8O9PmZVUYuG7iaIW0a6oRrGz8ek5aaqYpImfDaUz19pgjt7A9RlyLK3RQTQlYxehSVkcstuHk_w/s1600-h/Image137.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313734366527090354" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 240px; height: 320px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7_CbHHSF-9StbCVVqGa6-FWzjbN2Ptibw6WNXg8w5jZaIjoPiDVirXRYf4DzKLqIr8O9PmZVUYuG7iaIW0a6oRrGz8ek5aaqYpImfDaUz19pgjt7A9RlyLK3RQTQlYxehSVkcstuHk_w/s320/Image137.jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">Blue blue skies!pure bliss =)</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"></span><br /><br /></div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ0TpQCKEC7rDkSTrMTHb6LJUb-C0xmlDOf3GGNqG0XCilAx62rgV8Kq8IZt8wcNc_5RU9Cpk6JAbqX2ogtlfn-s-cIpi6wyYwc4NALrYTi_eqkgBXN_KXMCn4jOBHyQxYLLXgzRzHbFo/s1600-h/Image144.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313734353728466914" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 240px; height: 320px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ0TpQCKEC7rDkSTrMTHb6LJUb-C0xmlDOf3GGNqG0XCilAx62rgV8Kq8IZt8wcNc_5RU9Cpk6JAbqX2ogtlfn-s-cIpi6wyYwc4NALrYTi_eqkgBXN_KXMCn4jOBHyQxYLLXgzRzHbFo/s320/Image144.jpg" border="0" /></a> *I am going to finish this this hols!!!I wont take<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> 1 year</span> unlike someone =p!<br /><br /><br />It's a mixed feelings actually.It is unbearable because I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away.I just dont know what you want and I really dont know what i want from you.I can't let things be like normal cause things are hanging there and it doesn't get me anywhere.The truth is I'm really confused whether to believe what I've heard and seen or just simply believe you and hoping that you are true to yourself?Tell me what should I do,will you?<br /><div> </div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-26110572776786055952009-01-24T12:49:00.002+08:002009-01-24T13:01:28.478+08:00CNY mode!!Finally,it is Chinese New Year!!I am so excited cause I have been waiting CNY for monthssss!can't even concentrate in class and do my hw!(okay,i admit this is an lame excuse!)lol..I am going back to Sitiawan,Perak(mom's hometown) today after tuition.The best thing is I haven't finish packing and tuition starts at 3!how great it is!have to pack my homeworks and assignments along cause I'm going kulai,Johor after Perak.Can't wait for CNY as I can spend time with both paternal and maternal sides of relatives.<br /><br />On the other side,I have alot of stuff to do!<br />Tell me how to eat reunion dinner peacefully with chemistry assignments,maths past year questions,revision questions,4 pa graphs,4 pa karangan!!<br /><br />-But trust me,I will not let them bring my CNY spirit down as I will postpone them..xD-<br /><br />Happy CNY people!!!Can't wait for 'chu wu''~Love all the way from perak!!iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-61673763736609593922009-01-04T20:19:00.000+08:002009-01-04T20:20:08.588+08:005/1/08school reopens tomorrow!!depressed betull....sighhhhiynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-91153189225312357922008-12-27T18:05:00.000+08:002008-12-27T18:05:00.078+08:00My 18th~~<div align="center">I am finally LEGAL!Can you hear that??I bet you can't..Nevermind..I'll repeat myself!!<br />*drum rolls*<br />I'm finally legal.Okay.Well,being 18th means I can watch 18sx movies,clubbing and so on(okay..I am not going ot do that..really~)being 18 means...(well,you dont expect me to know right?I'm just a newbie)<br /><br />Being 18 means I can officially have fun with my friends and family on that day!</div><br /><div align="center">Words can't describe how I felt..so I'll show you guys the pics.. </div><br /><div align="center"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">It started off well with Maths tuition at 9 am!!Of course I'm not gonna blog about matrix and so on..no worries..<br /></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">Dear M&M blindfolded me to a cosy place!I was kinda freaked out cause I don't know<br /></div><div align="center"><div style="text-align: center;">what's going to happen there.It turned out to be...<br /></div><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284001652616517042" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 220px; height: 259px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8arVTFmdzwaRQ0gM6fPd4Mv5YLDFMKMSC1LDIz8G5kbBR5SSl9jAVTCDhePs6r4KmCRnZ0AoPveN6jq_tgAj_bEE8xs2-caEQurhERZPZwl9Spp8LO92TSBdoAJfL7OwqIkUcUW2VLVU/s320/Picture+254.jpg" border="0" /><div align="center"> </div><p align="center">Shirley Temple<br /><br /></p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284001653737244210" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 259px; height: 256px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbZPHThyQaNbc3FzIXC7a3hKtvccX44YuOchMQjdMY4WFz9DeQGSFsvzeEBtzIST9n7PkBFZAdXy41sekZ2v9fHN6DXXFxEvSMAmSZmnmpEc6ti-VpQaMlMzW0QkuV4Wb2bz8y2gj9s0I/s320/Picture+262.jpg" border="0" /><div align="center"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"> Maine's lunch<br /></div><br /><br /><div align="center"> </div> <img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284001657508571794" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 252px; height: 201px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEituRwpVXWYq6U2FZSzxJ8XI7Tn5j6slxpLKgYF1nPXV67AuKlIRQ2CDgFDl_BXDngRaYV1b8SoCA1M43tp_QId774Eo2PFJEdYARNzNF8m4Hn3na5TQ3GK6KA6w9aTkWbf_Rz5kvwbBTs/s320/Picture+263.jpg" border="0" /><div align="center"> </div><p align="center">Mine!<br /></p><div> </div><div align="center"> </div> <div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284022840338126642" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 277px; height: 230px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcVmGMKaXevBTPnwOCQMG0CmcUVpXpN1glvx1xEbCcuHPMZM3aSDH_Q5ChQPt8YQASL5gkdmKOn5HOdqogTwnm1STcx1G5-xzFdIyRJKUz5wx9IxGHudIXV5dh1gfwCnN2x9U2pRx16ew/s320/Picture+264.jpg" border="0" /><div align="center"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"> Mandy's<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><br /></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284001661398663314" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 254px; height: 243px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkU_toccusJ2cVO0mVvwqaZtNovW-IEsS2hF9cytbQzNt3mTgWFAmfofN1oA5qMJfSJAdGDgrJx8rMHI1tdAPD1hGW7haArQfN-2oaSKWpeBaDVphubGvLR6WvNI20ZdMUEMuIAewac_M/s320/Picture+261.jpg" border="0" /><div align="center"> </div> </div><br /><div align="center">Our pictures!!oh no..</div><br /><div align="center"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">I mean this..<br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284018120156862866" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 236px; height: 260px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFTxKlfR7iKSb1wDrXvtqrslYVOIdhwRGONZC9rTWSvqid0NCJk5OK9s0U99jN_NdZOJXxItapcQKWlksLdT3eSttX2T25sfHrKaNSMBlagTN31dO2FUnCfKVtyXfx0tJrbsnQ9jr5lHc/s320/Picture+266.jpg" border="0" /><div align="center"> </div> <p align="center">Sexy Maine</p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihZNLXb8PMe1G_DfefIwFKWPpMQrMAJaGG_jYijVQUzyxCy0cvAyJE1quoTdoDhu1AZxgabESqJCJs1QO9geczJCrAiMViufFgqoY74rYwBN99btsIi8LZ7ba53uF2GL-n1A6xKCGeCLQ/s1600-h/Image142.jpg"></a><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284018112551076914" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 240px; height: 320px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgN0ntF0uKRi-7RFhm5ia64D_2xImpdHVjGqS7cSEt5OdZwbkTplx2TQXm0A82W_9BSUB5-X9EYZif6GZK2hiiPUPP6DkjEOE7GKSHZgBPjNlM-ieh6091kMfFsBDW7oGugcK64laZ8sPI/s320/Picture+269.jpg" border="0" /></p><div align="center"> </div><p align="center">Cheeky Mandy<br /></p><div align="center"> </div> <div align="center"> </div> <p align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284018111548710210" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 250px; height: 264px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjI6AuvbBmpl8aU9-GoUTCBncYJl55xGrdw59zE_SKrna3qeep3Zp3epjZ7ziHCYDaiwhs53i5Mj-477lrdaNHMxpWMSRSQLzXTEXrP1_bkzLCY09VRRLr9mTStjQ5bBC47mjgS00jc-hY/s320/Picture+228.jpg" border="0" /></p><div align="center"> </div> <p align="center">I'm wishing for =D<br /><br />Thank you,M&M..I'm starting to love surprises!I am going to blindfold you two as well as<br />handcuff during your birthday..Muahahaha..</p>-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><div align="center"> </div> <p align="center">Mc asked me out for a dinner and told me that it will<br />only be two of us..Of course I don't mind although I suspected something during tuition..I'm getting smarter ady!lol</p><p align="center">Went to jusco to meet her and maine.Instead of meeting mc,I found ah ying,ah ni,ah fu,amelia,anna and azlin in front of mph.The 'Gu' gang apparently just finished watching movie while Anna and Azlin went out together despite they are having exam.</p><div align="center"> </div> <p align="center">Well,afterall Seremban is small right?So it's kinda normal to bump into everyone there.</p><p align="center">Maine had to leave earlier so we went to play sand art!Actually kinda forget about the time and mc ady!lol..</p><div align="center"> </div> <p align="center"> </p><div style="text-align: center;">Halfway through,mc called and asked me to lead myself to the information counter.A mini 'amazing race' for me??!!Gosh,my friends are getting more creative day by day!<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">I read the note and what???lead myself to where??oh dear!!</div><p align="center">Okay.I am gonna skip this part because basically you all can guess where I went for the following pics.</p><br /><div align="center"> <div align="center"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEit1-TmFqonTFeOpbmMusPeBXEq2rcwSa2o9jQ6ee6FuaKvk-EFIMteWWnOx4S1d0XDwbMRf3JW9NwthoQSqX_NTZi8JaGpF8Feqxp1mG6Zp2dzJs3Mmgs4cSGE-nLkM_Ja_jJEPB5_rkk/s1600-h/Picture+294.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 331px; height: 244px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEit1-TmFqonTFeOpbmMusPeBXEq2rcwSa2o9jQ6ee6FuaKvk-EFIMteWWnOx4S1d0XDwbMRf3JW9NwthoQSqX_NTZi8JaGpF8Feqxp1mG6Zp2dzJs3Mmgs4cSGE-nLkM_Ja_jJEPB5_rkk/s320/Picture+294.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284394897701047138" border="0" /></a></div> </div><div style="text-align: center;">With the girls..Look at hau!!This is the proof!!<br /></div><div align="center"> </div><br /><div align="center"> </div><br /><div align="center"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVnW7Aq6E-xGic_VZf1nZj2AuSHUN5T7VVoHemb6ISgw2H-qKQOHB5UkyUqE8sA3RFBi9B-x1043KkT5snMYSrYbR-wlZkNeFkjLNDC6qUI5Pz7zwvLAdbnMfn1_PGwyfcUaUBYzXtMZs/s1600-h/Image145.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 199px; height: 250px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVnW7Aq6E-xGic_VZf1nZj2AuSHUN5T7VVoHemb6ISgw2H-qKQOHB5UkyUqE8sA3RFBi9B-x1043KkT5snMYSrYbR-wlZkNeFkjLNDC6qUI5Pz7zwvLAdbnMfn1_PGwyfcUaUBYzXtMZs/s320/Image145.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284396566448308530" border="0" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;">Sand art by nana.dino and I!nice right?lol<br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnyR1W_-aOV0RzzjODiJbzz6y9OwcY63UHyUYbcUOcQgyzXudJudw77A_1qadspWEMYpQ1itCCAQxzdJu_yaSuF5KO7fa1a25AMGEYqOMMl_L9SADyWZg80A6nKcOqz7tAahw9-ZW1yTU/s1600-h/Image142.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnyR1W_-aOV0RzzjODiJbzz6y9OwcY63UHyUYbcUOcQgyzXudJudw77A_1qadspWEMYpQ1itCCAQxzdJu_yaSuF5KO7fa1a25AMGEYqOMMl_L9SADyWZg80A6nKcOqz7tAahw9-ZW1yTU/s320/Image142.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284397028753570674" border="0" /></a>I screwed up this!!Didn't really paid attention on the little creature there..Guess what is that?<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOfAezvQ_n3KZQ-G0Tj93RZP3cIef5ZyURR5kT3gWIPXKyuQTXUKO29-PejvFYA2UcAt-s1EZn5rfWFtmYGHFevFU2E1i4OcA6LcEYlBhwE1ZEcHeq_c7W_5nIEFozf-cqwS5dAGDm7dA/s1600-h/Picture+271.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOfAezvQ_n3KZQ-G0Tj93RZP3cIef5ZyURR5kT3gWIPXKyuQTXUKO29-PejvFYA2UcAt-s1EZn5rfWFtmYGHFevFU2E1i4OcA6LcEYlBhwE1ZEcHeq_c7W_5nIEFozf-cqwS5dAGDm7dA/s320/Picture+271.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284396569895883698" border="0" /></a>My birthday cake!!Love them too~<br /><br />*Honestly,it was a memorable birthday with you peeps..I really had lots of fun.No doubt it is a creative one!The path to kenny rogers jusco will never be the same anymore..=p<br /><br />Thanks everyone for your wishes although you guys were on finals or jobs.Thanks for those who turned up for the dinner too~It really made my day!!*heartsss<br /></div><br /><br /><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div align="center"> </div> <div align="center"> </div> <div align="center"> </div><div></div>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-56049136000575368752008-11-28T20:52:00.001+08:002008-11-28T21:35:39.496+08:00Great procrastinator I am!I am really gonna update this..I am gonna really update this..Okay..this is what I have been telling myself to do..I am really busy la..busy of studying?nah..Do i look like I am that hardworking..How I wish I am!But I am a great procrastinator..Tomorrow I will do it..okay..maybe the day after tomorrow..No no~next week is the best..I will be proud of myself if I am going to do my abandoned works after this.<br /><br />Anyways,of course I will have a list to motivate what I wanna achieve during this hols.<br />1.study!!(lol..I failed to do this but I will not give up!)<br />2.catch up with friends esp dino the animal and banana the fruit..I miss you guys heaps..<br />3.exercise and win jim in 5 years time!lol..<br />4.<s>watch all the dramas that I missed out</s><br />5.go back jb<br />6.finish all my abandoned works..esp.maths..lol..<br /><br />So far,these things are on my mind.I really do hope I achieve this 'End of the year' resolutions of mine..hehe..=)iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-88764059093143353872008-11-08T21:20:00.000+08:002008-11-08T21:51:47.351+08:00phew!It has been a long long time since I last updated this blog.hehe..It is just because I have no inspirations and ideas.(as well as a lil of laziness in me)Well,nothing really happened throughout these few weeks apart from my finals and muet test which I had today.It was totally disastrous.Urgh..don't wanna think about it.I will just treat it as a trial test =)<br /><br />Well,I can sense the sense of happiness now!Holidays are here!!hehe..less tuition for this two months yet I hope to work hard during this hols.STPM is not easy at all.Even if you studied hard,it does not guarantee you an 'A'.Sounds scary huh?indeed it is..<br /><br />And yes,Muet test reminds me about SPM.Consistenly looking at the clock,butterflies in the stomach,anxious for it to end.It also reminds me about all my friends while we were sitting for the exam.especially the add maths paper.It was hillarious and always will be in my mind.<br /><br />Told ya I have nothing to blog already.That is why I am considering to shut this blog down as it has lost its purpose.Till then,love..iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-4218978104717888242008-09-01T19:11:00.000+08:002008-09-01T20:17:17.446+08:0030/08/08(truly the best)Hey,it's me!lol..I'm finally free to blog..I was busy and of course lazy throughout my school days..hehe..NOw since I have holidays(last day of hols now..sigh),I am going to tell you what 2008's merdeka meant to me!<br /><div></div><br /><div>30/8/08</div><br /><div>Finally after 1 year!1 year of worrying about fitting into the uniform!hehe..Finally..</div><div></div><div>*drum rolls!!</div><div></div><div>Hari Anugerah 2008 (to be exact 2006.2007&2008)</div><div></div><div>nervous and butterflies in my stomach before I get to march in front of His Royal Highness..</div><div></div><div>After the tabik,smiling,'junjung kasih tuanku'.</div><br /><div>'Dari sekolah mana?'</div><br /><div>'Patik dari ACS,Tuanku'</div><br /><div>I thought I was doing fine..</div><br /><div>Suddenly,'dari kampung mana?'</div><br /><div>har..erm...kampung <span style="color:#ffff00;">SEREMBAN</span>!lol..Dato WOng was looking at me and repeating after me..'hmm..kampung seremban'..</div><br /><div>Seriously,that was the hillarious part!I was blanked for few seconds!didnt realise what I answered also..lol</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Okay!I will let the pics(and maybe a lil of me) do the talking now</div><div> </div><br /><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5241017815222480882" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdxCwTe9VmD5gaE8lzZTwplZu0zI0U7tQIUkJHtwOTjfViITwepcgj9m4t_QsmjD7gSyO7huRcMtlo-bEcDIqLNidyn6riSdvZAvbAPX-OIezfZpnsehJ9-dURjTVNLsBexz3kTXFG2jw/s320/DSC00039.JPG" border="0" /></div><div></div><div align="center">BEST SCHOOL YOUTH UNIT</div><div align="center">(consecutively for more than 4 years!)</div><div align="center">beamingly proud =)</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5241017814455798258" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 265px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 197px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="240" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfrp3z7TudwiCw-BK8S0MQrdlHgzyr7_l_mKHh8nV5SoFEsK2rtEot4WfPnb8u742NqWcsIgFXhQfwCv6PzyvgRn1vg1bexMauTIGQ2cMNig2hB1yDKkeP1kgTLY3QReFHHgBVh6qCUdc/s320/1_221468129l.jpg" width="202" border="0" /></div><div align="center">MOST OUTSTANDING YOUTH AWARD</div><div align="center">RECEPIENTS FOR YR 2006/07/08</div><div align="center"></div><div></div><div> </div><div> </div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5241017818796916034" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 291px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="240" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjIST00mRYYAT51LbVg0uDnN5fFzaxZYCvli3QDP3iYcIkfcyXslnndOW9j1sfuo2DpNJaPOHIjVmfEKgpqSIIBpPhbf0cNDEnBpxKMgyWi3ys_gg-xvuv_l5Ui9Bl66UPt1FOhOo0EOY/s320/DSC00036.JPG" width="96" border="0" /></div><div></div><div align="center">WITH PN.ONG </div><div align="center">most committed and brave teacher I have ever met</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">And finally,</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5241017820357450786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 231px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 251px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="182" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1mJX73eEQbvLjdYGS1hNUE43igkOrsV6mJ2TYDoDhlcj_sAc4cZRi3m4Ap9V0Q7lhYJLzHvWd1YW8rQxPp-BhbTTZwRxd_KRi5Oes9Ji6EsQuI79ayHqublrNZ0Gd_ufIWHYnPyYQqp4/s320/DSC00044.JPG" width="320" border="0" /></div><div align="center">One of the best ever things that happened in my life!</div><div align="center">I can still remember all the hardwork,time,sweats(yer),tears and efforts</div><div align="center">we made throughout this 5 years.</div><div align="center">Together we laughed,cried,argued and gossiping!=p</div><div align="center">Our constant supports from each others,knowing that if one of us fell,</div><div align="center">other 3 will be there to catch the 'sesat' one.</div><div align="center">Being a rc member(active one) is not easy!</div><div align="center">It is very demanding and exhausted!</div><div align="center">But with you guys,</div><div align="center">You've made it easier.</div><div align="center">Can't believe this is the end now.</div><div align="center">I will cherish the moments of us forever.</div><div align="center">Nothing can change us.=)</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">from the bottom of xy's heart</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div> </div><div>*our very last time to wear rc uniforms!</div>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-74450238088360465862008-08-24T13:59:00.000+08:002008-09-07T18:45:43.953+08:00What happened?I know life is never unfair.I don't need you to remind me about that.I just want a place to release it and so that I can let it be.If you do not want to listen,don't never ever bother to ask.I dont need you telling how naive I am.I will let it be but not for now.Don't try to think you are cute by giving me the blank look or with lol and hahaaha.I'm having a bad day today.If you are not helping,go away.I don't need u either.<br /><br />The reason which I lost my temper today is because of the irresponsible helpers at the marathon today.They didn't record numbers of some of us and started to accuse us for running with the guys at the first place.What??Excuse me!I ran with the girls and not the guys at the first place.Secondly,we managed to overtake the guys and they started 5-10 minutes earlier<br /><br /><br /><br />Not a single apologies from them.They just asked us to stand aside without explaining to us.We were asking politely.'Pak cik,kenapa?' or 'miss,what happened?'NOne of them replied us.It is better to talk with the walls at least there is some echo.After the 30th place,only they let us go in.<br /><br /><br /><br />Of course I was angry and frustrated.I pushed myself to the extend already.God knows how I finished the 9km run.Dragging,focing and motivating myself to run le.Better spend time at home to finish my homeworks la.<br /><br /><br /><br />*this happened 2 weeks before.Bad things start happen after that.One of my friend has lost<br /> something valuable to her.Another has lost someone dearest to her.I had lost something too.<br /> I don't want to make a big fuss about it and I just want my stuff back.Forgive me if I didn't tell.<br /> I don't know how to start and how to explain.One of the reason is I could not accept other's<br /> reactions when they heard about marathon.They said I am naive and life is unfair.An apology<br /> from you may make our friendship back to usual.But I had lost my faith in you and will not tell<br /> you how I am feeling inside anymore.<br /><br />This is my life and I will know how to handle.Hope all the bad things will end by now.It is hard to<br /> take it anymore.iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-8497577722411924702008-08-20T05:14:00.000+08:002008-08-20T14:14:42.080+08:00I need a break<span style="font-size:78%;">Just because I did not tell you guys how much I dislike when you guys tease me face to face,it does not mean that I am fine with it.You may think it is funny,but my life is not ur joke.I might find it funny sometimes.only sometimes.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I dislike to see you face to face,not because I hate you or what,Just because i have to play tug-of-war with my innerself everytime I got home.It is not fun at all.Sometimes if the past won the game,it is very suffering.It is true that I had moved on with my own life.But sorry,I can't turn away in a sec and pretend like nothing happen before.The scar is still there and it is not fully healed yet.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">The reason I make the first move is because I cherish our friendships.I believe that we are matured enough.Not because that I am desperate or whatever.If you think so,you are seriously wrong.I do find it awkward but what is the matter now?We only have one life.Who knows what might happen tomorow?I live by the motto 'Carpe Diem'..I guess this explains why I spoke to you that day.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I cannot deny that in my heart,there is always a place for you.and there is no expiry date for that.Just because we are just friends now,it does not mean that I will stop care for you and so on..You were someone special before and you will still be someone special but in a different way.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">If you are reading this and you consider yourself as my friend,please stop saying all the nonsense between me and him anymore.It might be fun to see both of us speechless but remember,what goes around comes around.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I need a break.</span>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-30836070862671691312008-08-03T21:08:00.000+08:002008-08-03T21:17:00.958+08:005 things I hate about periods1.You will feel darn uncomfortable.<br /><br />2.It is super unconvenient.<br /><br />3.You will feel moody or moodless.<br /><br />4.You will feel tired,pain,numb and etc..<br /><br />5.You will have to battle with your inner mood swings.There's a high <br /> possiblity to swing away your relationships with your loved ones and<br /> friends.<br /><br />*Don't believe?Try being a girl a day!=D<br />*p.s./Try to make a girl angry during those special days if you like some<br /> 'challenges'!iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-9062775724622169492008-08-01T19:15:00.000+08:002008-08-01T19:56:23.785+08:00TestsIt is me!!!lol..It has been a while since my last update..I had my exam last week.It was terrible,horrible end vegetable.I am not exaggerating.I thought it was a gone case cause it is just the first test!I felt I am dumb when I received my test papers.<br /><br />Till Mr.Kwan came in,he talked to us about exams.He believe in exams as they are an evaluation of knowledges and understanding.I thought being in form 6,means that I have to <span style="color:#cc66cc;">study extra hard</span> and be <span style="color:#cc33cc;">more hardworking</span>.But it is proven that it does not help much if I dont know the technique of applying.<br /><br />He told us that when he was in f6,he studied really hard for his physics paper yet he failed.He thought he was really 'bodoh'..We were laughing when he said that.Because the way he described is so cute.He told us it is because he does not the technique of applying at that time.He wants us not only to study hard,but to do more exercises.It will be <span style="color:#33cc00;">struggling</span> at the first place.But as we struggle,we are also learning.<br /><br />I find that this is a kind of inspiration by f6 teachers.All of them are quite nice so far.And yes,<span style="color:#ffcc33;">I feel happy now.=)</span>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-42079963386876352802008-07-11T18:41:00.000+08:002008-07-12T20:45:31.657+08:00cheer me up,will you?xDWhy I have to learn things in a more difficult way this week?Firstly,I almost burnt Siva..He was helping me to light up the old-fashioned bunsen burner.It was so so so scary.Luckily,his response is fast enough and at the same time,I was fast enough to off the gas.Phew..Luckily,there is only a few hairs on his hand is burnt.I am really really guilty..Told ya I cannot work in lab.sad case..lol<br /><br />I fell down..yes..If you are going to laugh,go ahead.lol..I know it sounds so lame to hear a soon-to-be-18 fell down.But believe me,it was really really an accident!xD<br /><br />I was searching for a ribbon in my drawer this afternoon.As i was searching,i saw the big blue box you gave me.It brings back alot of memories.It just seems so hard to let go completely.I am seriously not good in bidding farewell and handling relationships.I am having a ___period with my friend.I do not know how to describe this.But it is sad.I know you did your best.I dont want to hurt you with my words.But I can't help it.I am sorry.<br /><br />There are too many things running in my mind now.Stressed out?Nah..nope..At least not so fast.I am a tough girl!haha..But there is too much to handle for this week.I can't stand anymoreeee..Will you please cheer me up??=piynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-38713625554755802992008-07-06T20:40:00.001+08:002008-07-06T21:13:06.507+08:00mixed feelingsCongrats to the defending champion team!lol..I am so so so proud of you guys.We almost had heart attack this evening..I agree with what Pn.ong said.To be a champion is easy,but to maintain it,it is way more difficult than winning it.All the best to the IHL and marching team!<br /><br />This has been another hectic week.I did not get to rest properly due to too many 'activities'..haha..The bbq with all the ACSians is awesome!i met the shortie shaun and sexy kim there=p..It has been ages since I last saw him.Let me recall,was it the spm bio test?lol..<br /><br />I am really disappointed/tired.I did try my best to talk to you.Apparently,you think that it is a waste of time to talk to me or what?I am giving up now.honestly.Sorry for unable to be your 'in' friend.Those who can keep you bubbly and happy rather than being emo when you are with me.If you feel it is better to ignore me or whatsoever,it is okay.Just walk away.It will be fine.I am not going to tell you that I will be here when you need me anymore.It does not mean anything to you and me from nowonwards.<br /><br />I learnt something about clubbing today.It is not just about dancing and drinking anymore,it is about xoxo too..but in a cheap way.<br />*I thought you are different,but ended up you are just the same as others.iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-57925804822438563802008-06-21T13:18:00.000+08:002008-06-22T18:33:29.328+08:00Here in my classThis the happiest week in KGV so far!It started with an orientation cum competition among classes of 6R.I still can recall the first day in class.It was so so so quiet.Everyone was doing their own work.There is no common topic among classmates.I didn't even know most of their names and didn't even talk to some of them till we have to come up with a performance.<br /><br /><br />Then we started to discuss,sing.laugh and dance together.After all the discussions,we finally decided to do a sketch and choir. It wasn't easy to synchronize everything from the singing till the movements.But the process is fun and this is the time we get to know each other better.<br /><br />It is all worth it when we got the 1st place!!Every Iskandarians was jumping and cheering around.This reminds me about Setians.The semangat class..xD<br /><br />My dream of becoming a chemist or working in a laboratory has officially vanished.I do not know how to use a new pipette sucker.(It is only because we were using the old one last week.=p)I tried so hard to compress the air out,squeezed the sucker with all my strength..(memalukannya)My lab partner.methyl mandy and I decided not to work in the laboratory in the future.We will get all inaccurate results.lol..I accidentally stained mandy's shirt with methyl orange.(so much for not wearing a lab coat la) Sorry girl..xDiynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-15247458859452092222008-06-15T12:16:00.000+08:002008-06-15T12:29:22.902+08:00quick updates!ohh...It has been a busy week.flooded by homeworks mainly from 'siew tien jie'..We have to stand during her class if we did not finish our Maths homeworks..Well,for your information,I am not a primary student.xD..<br /><br />And and..I wanna wish all the june <s>giants</s>babies happy birhtday!<br />May all your wishes come true!Love you..<br /><br />Signing off,<br />Busy girl!xDiynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-20299434405425273192008-06-07T13:26:00.000+08:002008-06-07T20:27:23.278+08:00holidays no more!Time flies.My two weeks of holidays has come to an end.It is so fast that I cannot finish all my homeworks <s>as usual</s>Well,I learnt some lessons throughout this hols.I have to be focus on my life and set my priorities right.Jon chatted with me that day.He told me that<span style="color:#ffff00;"> when the</span> <span style="color:#ffff00;">tough get going,I have to be tougher</span>.He asked me not to remember this,but practice it.I know I can't afford to study last minutes anymore.Yea..I'll practice it.No worries.<br /><br />Many things happened during this 2 weeks.There's something wrong with my phone and apparently I lost all of the numbers that I saved in my phone.So sorry if I ever ask who are you,dont be mad please!haha..<br /><br />I watched superheroes and Kungfu panda in this 2 weeks.I have decided that I might have some kinda wushu power in myself too.So this explained why I jumped <s>climbed</s> through my house gate at 2 am in the morning.xD<br /><br />And someone commented that I look very positive and bright.It seems that nothing can bother me.I was laughing when i read this.I wonder whether the person knows me well enough.But,I truly appreciate this comment as this is the best thing I have ever heard since long ago despite <s>38,loud and crazy</s>.Everything bothers me now.lol..The comment he gave sounds like the old me!The young and naive me!(Hey,mind you!I'm still young and naive okay?hehe.Hmm,maybe not that young and naive la)<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">I'll continue to be the old me and nothing can bother me anymore.=)</span>iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-31156239869864750112008-06-01T12:00:00.000+08:002008-06-01T13:28:54.924+08:00It's time to changeIt has been a <span style="color:#ff6600;">hectic</span> week!too many tuitions are killing me softly..<br />Why am I only busy during the weekends?been hanging out with friends from fri till sun!and there is still alot of homeworks waiting for me..gonna do it later~(hope so!haha)<br /><br />It has been an <span style="color:#ff0000;">exciting </span>and <span style="color:#ffff33;">adventurous </span>too~For further information,you can read in mandy's blog where she blogged about how we get lost while in the quest to search for the dearest girl's house.We almost went all the way to Jelebu!lol..Hey,i'm not a good map reader but on the other side,girl,you are not good in drawing map too!=p..But i still lap u..cheers~<br /><br />There was a yumchar session yesterday..It is nice to see all the faces after so long.I still miss 5S and school..Miss disturbing my friends and making lots of noises around.There is nothing like you guys.You guys can always make me giggle like a smalll kid and laugh like a mad fella.Everyone is changing.Becoming prettier and hotter!lol..But will you guys or even myself will still be the same as in we are still best friends forever and we can still talk like there's no tommorow?Or we will be drifting apart day by day and eventually become strangers.I hope we can still keep in touch no matter what happens.Hey,I still wanna hang out with you guys even when we are in our fifties.=p<br /><br />To you who are reading my blog now,I'm going to change this to a personal blog if you ever ask what's the reason I'm changing this and that anymore..haha..<span style="color:#33cc00;">Congrats</span> on getting yourself a new gf by the way..=piynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-92011584827346601692008-05-27T17:19:00.000+08:002008-05-27T17:45:42.571+08:00My willAll of us know life is fragile.But do you really make it an effort to tell your loved ones how much they meant to you and how much you loved them.Earthquakes in Sze chuan taught me an important lesson.Makes me appreciate my family,friends and everything around me.<br />Who knows whether i am able to survive today?<br />Who knows whether i have the chance to feel the wind breeze and the sun tomorrow?It's not up to me to decide.The final decision is made by the Big guy.<br />Life is too short to be sad.Life is too short to be fussy.Why make your life miserable?Lets have fun and live like there's no tomorrow!It's now or never.<br />Tell your loved ones how much they meant to you.3 words are more than enough.<br />If this is the last day for me,I hope you guys know how much each of you meant to me.I'll remember every moment we shared,every jokes we laughed together,every hugs you gave me.I hope everytime you hear my name,it brings back lots of memories to you.Be it a sweet,bitter or funny one,as long as you still remember me.I love you and I really do.iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-421676689691594943.post-280499287362920412008-05-26T13:46:00.000+08:002008-06-01T12:00:06.402+08:00怎么会开始对你有了感觉?怎么会开始对你有了感觉<br />又生怕朋友默契转身不见<br />矛盾着犹豫不决 没准备跨越爱的界限<br />深陷朋友恋人之间的危险<br />进与退被爱包围 谁犯规 都狼狈<br />谁能解围 让一切完美<br />这暧昧 ,<br />尽管唯美 把爱放心里面<br /><br /><br />这 首 歌 启 发 了 我 对 爱 情 及 友 情 的 看 法。<br /><br /><br />你是否曾经也对你的死党有了那么一点点的感觉,明知道你们俩已深陷朋友与恋人之间的危险,你却还拿不定主意,深怕会失去一个让你高兴的时候,陪你玩转整个世界的人,在你伤心难过的时候,把他那宽厚的肩膀借给你。<br /><br /><br /><br />然而,一旦跨过了那一条处在爱情与友情之间的边缘,你知道一切将会改变。如果你是我,你会冒这一个险吗?iynixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12964682956246235321noreply@blogger.com0