Saturday, June 6, 2009

roller-coaster

Too many things happened in this week.No break for my mental and physical health.Now,I'm down with itchy throat!mengada betul..Are you easily affected by people around you?If they are happy,you will be as bubbly and happy as them.But when they are sad,you can't help but eventually you will feel sad also?Honestly,I am that kind of person.I can't use any word to describe this kind of feeling other than roller-coaster.It's like one moment you are going to touch the sky!*doom*Now,you are slipping down.
I wanna search the 'old' me.The super optimistic one.The one always smile from the bottom of her heart.The one who always how to forgive and forget.The one who doesn't bother how people judge her.The one who wants to be happy 24/7.The one who can takes jokes well.The one who wants her loved ones to be happy all the time.
I don't know how long this mission is going to takes me.But I hope as soon as possible because I can't bear it anymore.If next time someone is angry yet I can still laugh like usual,it is not that I don't care how you feel,I do care,but I need a life.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

糟透了!

难受的感觉真的糟透了!真的很难受!这几天都为了这个而烦.有朋友也烦,没有也烦.考试也考的不好,心情起伏很大.做朋友要这样吗?对不起,我不能把发生了的事当做没有事.难道一句道歉这么难说吗?我做错事,我一定会说的.可能越在乎的东西,越难放手吧.真的很难叻.不过我会学着放手的.毕竟它不是我的东西.我以为好朋友是一辈子的.为什么会有限期的呢?